January 2012
42 posts
the part where Jason starts singing "Obla-di...
and i sing along even though my heart is heavy and it gives me a little bit
of hope.
“la di la di life goes on”
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"... i want everything to be okay...." what is...
ah, my sad three am tweet from today/last night.
“okay” means financial stability. “okay” means being able to see some of my dearest friends (gorgeous, extremely supportive Wife included) for the first time in almost a year. most of all, “okay” means being on good terms with the one of the most important people to me in the whole wide world. i hate fighting...
“People love you. They do, and they always will. But in the end, you must be your...”
– An Argument for Self-love | AlreadyPretty.com (via aleimina)
“Sometimes when I look at you, I feel I’m gazing at a distant star. It’s...”
– South of the Border, West of the Sun (via harukimurakami
)
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how are things with Andy?
clearly not good. i don’t want to talk about it. i gave you guys the basic premise with my whole Nora/Barney thing. text me if you want to know so badly, but there’s not much to say.
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I am fine. I'm pretty excited to see my mom on...
it’s okay to be a little selfish sometimes. :] i’m going to start waiting tables. you can text me for more details if you’d like.
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i hope she's the Nora to your Barney...
i concede, because i have to. it hurts so fucking much.
just realised i won't be able to visit Denton...
i have a three hour Saturday class and work eight hour shifts on Sundays.
i’d have to go like next weekend for it to work…only available weekend.
really sad, but i guess i could technically try to pull it off, despite my
lack of funds. it’s not very realistic, considering how many bills i have
to pay. i don’t know. i don’t know what to do.
frustrated and sad and...
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It's been a while since I've asked you a question...
if you’d like to remain anonymous, you can always sign out of your account and flood my inbox with questions. lol.
i’ve been so-so. i have a good life, but i’ve been having problems sleeping lately and i get pretty sad sometimes. that’s life, i suppose. it goes on. i am pretty stoked about starting my second job on Friday. how are you, Trungee-dear?
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i'm starting to feel better about life in general.
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If you could date any celebrity who would you...
i currently don’t feel like getting involved with ANYONE, so i honestly can’t think of an answer for you.
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i alternate between feeling extremely hopeful and...
there is no middle ground. it is painful and devastating.
i wish i were happy.
i’m so stupid.
why can’t i just be happy, dammit?
i feel ungrateful for all of the good things in my life.
working at a maquiladora to make ends meet.
i feel even more Mexican.
no shame in this game.
kitty kitty’s got bills to pay until she hears back from all the other places she applied at.
awwww yeeeuhhhh
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i just really need to know if Robin and Barney end...
so many amazing sounds to work with! i just want...
for at least six months i’ve wanted to make a Nature Boy remix/tribute with my warped Nat King Cole record. i can’t remember if someone gave me that record back in high school or if i traded someone a cassette for it. regardless, it’s a two record set and i had never bothered to check the condition of the records, until i got my record player fixed back in May (after a hundred...
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"not gonna lie. sometimes i wish i were more like...
Diana is constantly focused on her job/career and studies and therefore doesn’t really text or socialise. she has this dgaf mentality in terms of needing to feel like people want to talk to her or see her.
i know we are built completely differently, but i get bummed out pretty easily whenever people don’t respond to my msgs and i wish i didn’t care about it. idk.
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xxyyxx:
Dimlite - Sun Sized Twinkles
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Haruki Murakami: On seeing the 100% perfect girl... →
thanks for sharing this, L. ♥
Andrew read this to me a little while after we started dating. i remember it so vividly. i asked him to read me to sleep several times during that courtship phase of our relationship. he always complied. it still means the world to me.
Milk with Toast, you are still the 100% Perfect Boy for me(, and i don’t want to test that the way the lovers do/did in this...
Jason and i are determined to go to Coachella this...
wolfblood22:
emmakid:
so stoked. we are legit going to do this because our youth is wasting away and because At The Drive In. but mostly AT THE DRIVE IN. i feel like i need this…you know?
I ALSO WANT TO GO TO COACHELLLLLLAAAAAAA
TICKETS SOLD OUT WHEN I WASN’T LOOKING. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO EBAY OR CRAIGSLIST TICKETS, BUT I AM DETERMINED AND IT WILL HAPPEN.
How much of a badass are you cause I know you a...
fearthemyr:
emmakid:
LMAO. best believe. on a scale of one to badass i am motherfucking godzilla
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I KNEW IT!!! YOU’RE SO BADASS THAT BADASS HAS A NEW NAME, EMMA!!!!!
i love you both, Lala and Beej. miss ya’ll so much!
Jason and i are determined to go to Coachella this...
so stoked. we are legit going to do this because our youth is wasting away
and because At The Drive In. but mostly AT THE DRIVE IN.
i feel like i need this…you know?
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In what ways does your personality change when you...
i don’t think my personality changes when i stay up super late. i mean, odds are that i probably won’t be very nice in the morning due to a lack of sleep, but other than that, sleep deprived is my natural state of being.
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How much of a badass are you cause I know you a...
LMAO. best believe. on a scale of one to badass i am motherfucking godzilla
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How many countries have you traveled to?
i’ve only traveled to two countries, Mexico and Belize. yuh. def need to add more to that roster soon. maybe i’ll go to Canada in a few weeks. no, srsly. we’ll seeeeeee.
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If you could punch any celebrity in the face, who...
i’ve been thinking about this question ever since i got it.
i’m not a very violent person (aggression and violence are two very different things, ya’ll), so it would take a lot for me to get the urge to punch somebody, especially in the face.
i went through my list of “rich bitches that i hate” but i don’t think i’d punch any of them. i mostly feel sorry...
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Upon what kind of bed do you sleep?
is this a music reference or an actual question?
uhhhh. i’m pretty sure i have a queen sized bed. it’s def not a twin, which is what we’re issued at dorms, right? this one comfortably fits two people. it’s kind of a firm mattress, but i can sleep on practically anything.
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What is the last dream that you can recall?
last night i dreamt that my sister threw out my dried roses. super distressing dream. :/
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What makes you feel the happiest?
this is a good question. what a weird time to ask it (as in, 1 am), but a good question nonetheless.
there are many things that make me happy, but there are two things in particular, i think.
feeling loved and appreciated makes me feel the happiest. especially romantic love, but not exclusively. i love hearing and feeling love from my friends. i love that i have people looking out for me. it...
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timeismonkey:
I came back from a trip to...
“i can bear any pain as long as it has meaning”
– Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
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What was your favorite book as a child?
as a little, little kid i loved The Little Rabbit Who Wanted Red Wings. from 3rd to 7th grade my fave book(s) was the Chronicles of Narnia, especially The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, and The Ender Saga.
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thoughts inspired by Everything is Illuminated and...
lifepaths overlap. sometimes for short periods of time and sometimes forever.
people can leave lasting impressions, no matter the time that we know them. sometimes these impressions are positive and make us better people, and sometimes these impressions hurt us and change us for the worse/t.
the point is, in my opinion, they happen for a reason- to teach us lessons, to make us stronger, to...
sinbglehandedly polished off a bottle of...
i tbeleive the term for that is oathetic, but i dun care. i’ve hadx so
mucht to drink in the past 32 hours. party hard bro. need more alcohol!!!
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Happy New Year! May it be filled with whimsy,...
thank you! i hope we all have good years. i think this was a very weird year for many of us. i will be glad to see this year end, but i am full of uncertainties about my future and i am kind of scared to see how this upcoming year will turn out. hopefully, it will be full of excitement, like you said. i believe myself to be whimsical, but it is not something i truly desire right now. i want to...
December 2011
46 posts
“the process involved a good deal of pain, but without such pain nothing would be...”
– Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
“please don’t close the door to our future / there’s so many things...”
– i wanna be where you are, Michael Jackson
i feel sad.
everything will be okay, but at what cost?
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Vampires or Werewolves?
i loved both of them in middle school, before their revamp (see what i did there? ;o ) which made them both look like they like it in the bati. i’m pretty indiferent to both now, but there was something tragically beautiful about The Damned that i loved.
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Who's your favorite musician?
impossible question to answer.
just straight up impossible, due to how many musicians i admire. my default answer is Ronnie Martin/Joy Electric because he is the synth virtuoso that most expanded my musical horizons.
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